不再说......

会学着静静的....

不知道从什么时候开始... 就像只有我在说话...

.........你知道吗......

我总是觉得我很吵~~

一句"我爱你" 也必须说上两次...你才听得见吗?

和你一起说的未来.....就只有我独自在想吗?

我仿佛就像一只海鸥...

总是要在你面前不停地旋绕...你才看得见我吗?

"我很想你噢" "我爱你"

这一些.....都只有我先说......

你知道你多久没有主动先跟我说了吗?

不主动没关系

可是...就连我说的....你...都听不见

敷愆... 也不要太过于明显啊.....

我已经开始慢慢的学会安静.....

因为....我不想再说话了

我害怕那种感觉

每次我们谈天...都很多话说...可是...说话的人只有我

讲完过后...你就以敷愆的笑声做为回应

过后呢? 就是一片安静...

我是真的不应该说话了......

nothing special~

26/11/2009 n 27/11/2009

hmm... nothing special for 26/11/2009.....

sienx..........

just spent sometime to do my foot nail art~

already long time never change new nail art ><

now see my leg also feel fresh...

kakax ^^

+--------------------------------------+

27/11/2009

nowaday....bored! lame!

hiaz....

just hung out for while with dardar............

go yam cha~

haha....couple go yam cha oh... kekex...

around 1 something only back....

dardar let me drive his car leh!

haha..syoknya~

dardar teach me how to drive...

hmm...

is quiet busy this year..already listen undang...

but no time to take test...

so not yet get lissen

hmm.......

miss my dardar~

love you ^^

hmm...25/11/2009

today i watch drama for whole day...
<宫心计>
keke...
nice drama nia...
hmm...beth called me as sudden...
she ask me go pasar malam wer~~~
wei... disturbing i watch drama leh...
kaka...

k lu...dardar fetch oh....
me...dardar...beth n joshua....
we go fetch beth after dardar come n pick up me n joshua
wa~~beth...your house really far leh...
xixi...
sri petaling oh...
puchong -> sri petaling -> connought -> sri petaling -> puchong
kakax...

aiyo!!!!
really unfortunately loh!!!!
i let a toothpick pierce my leg...
pain leh!!! ><
thn we buy food eat inside the car lu...


but.......
beth n joshua quarrel again ==
hiaz......
friends.....must care bout your relation.....
a stabil relation is only the blessedness couple...

2012

yeah!!! i finally watched 2012~~
i watched 2012 with dardar at midnight...
hmm...
really is a nice movie leh!!!
i like it...
but got abit fake la...
xixi..

we buy this potato fries>>
yummy~
with wasabi source...

my dardar ^^

hmm....

i love u dardar...

muax!! ^^

4th day of spm

24/11/2009 moral

today is moral....
haiz...nilai...definisi....
cant memorize la...just memorize few....
hmm....

today just get one paper...
till 10:30....
we go eat dim sam...
me...yeng n beth~~

seem 4 years ago we first time eat dim sam together oh...
xixi...
not bad....

haha...you see this bethbeth... cute...

after dim sam we went to ioi walk walk lu...

tried a dress at nichii...

na>>>>

we went back around 2:30...
my 干爹 will going back to US tomorrrow...
bye bye uncle henley ^^

hmm..... feel so fast going to end the spm...
do the best ^^

3rd day of spm

23/11/2009....math!!!

math....is the only subject i got abit confodent...
i do alot revision for math...
do as non-stop...
i really hope my math can get good result...

i do all the question in 2 hour....
but...donno correct anot~~
keke....
suan lu.....
is over......
now just waiting for result....
n concentrate at next subject... moral ==

stewardess interview

20/11/2009 have no exam on today~

i was attend a basic stewardess interview in this morning...
i went with bethbeth and teng...
hmm......

i already attend the trainning course...
but~~is under the height problem T.T
omg.....tian ah....
why i so short!!! aiz....
but i wanna try also...
"must be confident"

i will do my best....

SPM 2nd day~~

19/11/2009....the 2nd day of spm..

today is BI paper and sejarah paper 2...
haiz....
ern...alot of ppl said BI paper so easy...
en... like quite easy la...but~~
novel wrote wrg jor!!! gek ah!!!!!

hmm! sejarah paper 2...
paper 2 better thn paper 1 leh...
haha
paper 2 got read abit and memorize some....
but.....
hope can pass lu....

late post

walao!! half month din update my blog~ sorry...

sorry...
going to half month din update my post...
was busying for my spm...

ok...
start from 18/11/2009
first day of SPM....
i go for a breakfast with yeng before taking exam....
yeng early morning 5:50 came my house...
we walk to meenas around 6:30.....
we have a roti canai and a roti bakar for our breakfast...
feel abit nervous~~
after breakfast dardar come n fecth us go school....
dardar gave my a good luck kiss..! keke


hmm.......................
8:00!! "boleh mula sekarang"
=_=" whats going on~~
bm.... aiz.......i thk my BM maybe get E .....
my karangan like shirt la...
OMG~~ ><
n sejarah paper 1.....
really tak tahu buat la wei~~
don know whats the question asking about....

2012 vs poker king

heng!! today ah...

daradr be late today for ONE hour!

hmm.....

notty dardar...

sleep late jor~

we plan to go for a film today at Pyramid.....

!! 2012 !!

but............ticket sold!!!

oMg!!

T.T

my movie~~~~~~

NVM!! we go IOI looking for ticket~~

hmm...........

apa???

sold out also?????

><

haiz...suan la....

we chg to watch poker king lu......

not bad...

but....haiz.....

don want said this topic la~

NEXT!

we have our lunch at Tony Romas....

see....im busying on food...

keke...

my dear~

our start

onion loaf....

mine!! aiyo...cant finish leh...

half of chicken oh...

.

dardar one....

en...

look like not so nice....

but the taste reallt ichiban oh~~

delicious~

our drinks....milk shake




me n dardar

dardar.....................

i wont leave u alone....

that what i promise you i will di it...

i love you~

hmm... have been 2days dint update my blog

have no idea to write...

nothing special~

hmm............

tomorrow going for a film with dardar~

2012...

keke...

and.......

dardar told me something yesterday...

he said....

i wouldnt want a million....

nor thousand...

either hundred...

or ten~

what i want is.....

only spending ONE CENTURY with you...!

keke...

so lam~

i love you dardar

muax!!

stupid school day n~happy birthday to 祥祥!!


we all jimui went to school today~
usually for recently is already stop study n teaching....
we go school just for borrow buku teks...
but....! unfortunately!
suddenly have seminar ><
ahdui!!
dored till~~~~

ok~go back home after school~
so sienz....
online lu....
do some math revision lu....

till everning~
ah!!! 祥~happy birthday oh!!
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to 祥祥~
happy birthday to you~~!!

we went to had a steamboat to celebrate xiang's birthday.....
na....this is xiang~
my classmate~
keke ^^


xiang's birthday cake...
wei~see the word 祥~
nice??
kekex.... is wrote by me leh~

eiyer~~~

me n xiang ^^

san n xiang @@

our gang from 5utm...

but got one exclude la...keke

haiz....others ppl "fong fei gei"

gek sei ah....

kah chun n xiang~

paiseh....xiang is too hungry la...

hehe

yummy~

haha!! see xiang's hand!!

yer~ durty ah

xiang"s vs present n kah chun

after our meal just go back home lu....

update my blog~keke

is feel happy today~

n.....all my fren...good luck in your spm^^

good night dear~ I LOVE YOU

9th nov 2oo9.....





ta dang~~!
seem i forget to updating my blog...
keke
lucky my friend was reminded me~
hmm.......
okay~
start now.......




in the early morning....
beth n ahsan came my house n sleep...
i think to find our ji mui at KL for our breakfast as sudden....
kekex...paiseh...
when we reached there already suppose to eat lunch....
so hungry leh~~





we set out around 11.45
reached threre by around 12.30
puchong to KL....
hmm....

that is xiao ying parent's shop....
at the KL maybank foodcourt~
there got alot of choises...
we ate many food there....
but just spent few ringgit...kakax
terima kasih aunty uncle ^^
cos uncle aunty is so kind......................
still got free dessert leh!!!
i love it~
but paiseh forget to take photo for that...
xixi



hmm.....after finish our "breakfast"
we just move on back to home...
aiyo!!!!
so lucky...
we baru sampai rumah then get heavyrain....
hou choi uh~~~

omg....today got tuition....

3 jam leh!!! sejarah!!

im going to sleep when during the lesson....

really tak boleh tahan loh

so fast already 9th......
spm around the corner........
but...
lazy to study leh wei~
hmmm......but no choice....
just fight for my future la garl......
bambateh!!

k la....
tml still got school...
good night my friend n my dardar~
muax... love you ^^

bored weekend

yes!! my voice finally back...

haha

but so uncomfortable when i speaking...

damn sotf volume...

hmm........

better don talk la~ =(

nothing happening for today...

cos i din do anything for whole day ^^

kekex

ah!! got!! i take photo lu...

na.........

is that curly hair suit me?

keke....

i like it... =)

went out having dinner with my family at night~

go eat seafood......

hmm.....

i have no voice to order

mami n daddy order lu...

many thing i cant eat leh.....

yo....so cham!!

ahdui!! the crab!!

i like it!!

but.....................since i try the taste...

walao!!!!

butter crab!!

i damn hate butter taste la yo~

so.....i din eat the crab

since the fish is cook by fried.......

i just ate abit~

so~

eat taofu la ==

cham dou.....................

after go back home feel hungry,eat roti''''''''

haiz....who ask me sick......

ini tak boleh makan~itu tak boleh makan~

T.T

sob sob

hmm..........

k la....

i was on the phone with dardar chatting bout our future~

kaka....

hari ini...

stay at home...

online~

din do revision.... kaka....

sienz lo....

aiyo...........

today my voice ah...

omg.... no voice d...

help me ah

so sam fu...

went out at night with dardar..

go station one~

dardar said he so miss me so date me out lu...

hehe

pig dardar
i miss you too leh...

we order some food lu....

i cant eat fried food...

so order salad n cake

so cham ah

but nice la the salad ^^

after we finish the cake

i use the chocolate to make a "love" for dardar

the "DC" is made from dardar...

DC means Darren Cherry...

me n dardar take a photo...

hehe^^

i love you dear~

muax!!

good night dear~

6th of november

a very boring commemcement and an unfortunately day =(

today...are my graduation....

hmm....is damn sienz!!!

nothing special also......

just sat there listen for the pengetua ucapan...

then~take sijil...

after that.... nothing to do ==

sat at class for whole day...

but got take some photo la...

but the photo is take by my fren camera so i not yet get from her

nn.....our school got prepare food for graduate student~

we think that must some special...nice...tasty...

but!! oMGosh~~~~

nasi lemak??!

i duy myself better la ><

suan la....

my school was like that one~

get some news...our pengetua going to chg!!

good leh~~!!

but....i also graduate d... aiyo....

chg early ma....

xixi

and!! something happening came

me n my ji mui masuk bilik insan ==

alamak...

whats going on??

the disiplin teacher are crazy la!!

he said me challenge him oh~

walao...

i just said the true ma...

then he bu shuang me said me challenge him oh!!!!

gek sei me ah!!

ah san camera is luckly never get rampas~

hmm...........

but get scold....

after school...

i do for a simple calebrate lunch with my ji mui~

our food...

hehe

snap many photo also....

but don want show~

cos like so weird oh

hmm....after our meal

dardar come n fetch my....

dardar bring me go find shi qi....

i take the wig from her...

na.... my long hair are BACK

kaka

nice? lokk natural?

i was thinking that whether wanna buy anot~

at night....dardar went to clubbing jor...

for celebrate his hia di birthday~

im so cham....

im sick~

my sound are very sexy now leh

haha...

throat pain ah....

sha seng....

cant sing d~

wu~wu~

hmm....

today.....nothing special......

just stay at home.....

doing the same thing....

revision.....online...

today got abit lazy to do revision...

just do abit lu~

at night go pasar malam with dardar, beth, n also joshua.....

hmm.....the joshua really bising sangat....

tak boleh tahan ah...haha

but is fun ^^

alamak!!

raining....

since we walk till half get raining....

aiyo......

we faster buy many food and eat inside the car....

yummy~

many food leh~

keke

seilo....fat more d.....

tomorrow got commencement at school...

so fast going to graduate!!

my secondary school life is gonne~

spm at the corner....

i gotta face my future~

+ time wait for no man +

+ where there's a will there's a were +

enjoy my commencement and graduation tomorrow!!

^^

muax!!

n.....the last.....................

for my dear~

i really love you~

good night

...........zzZ..........

hardworking

today...in the early morning 7.00 ahsan came my house to sleep....
i din go school =)
hmm.... she bluff her mother that she are going to school....
so come my house sleep lu......

we weak-up around 11++ la.....
after i took my breakfast i spent all my time to do revision....
ern....math again la.... keke
i must use few day to gao dim my math,
then i should start revision for others subject....
BM!!! =(
i hate BM n sejarah............
who can help me T.T


do revision till 6++.....
went out to having dinner with my family.....
pizza....
see my sis so smart....
so young already know how to eat by self....just only 2 years old.... ^^
my lovely cute cute sis....

yummy~~

turn to my dear....
pig dardar ah....
dardar fall in sleep..... leave me alone.....
sienx.......
sleep till 10++ only weak-up ah......
earthquake also don't know ah... keke...

aiyoyo....so late jor....
going to 2am!!
sleeep lor!!
good night my fren..........
good night my dardar... love you

-end-

(n_n) the harder you work, the more progress you'll make

my dardar was doing revision with me ^^ wa~~see... so many book on the table..... so messy...

today i get my trial 2 exam...
really feel happy that i get improve in this ^^
i finally get 2 B in trial....
but not means that SPM will get B also la...
so still need work hard...
.....keep it u~!!.....keep it up~!!....

today dardar come teach me math...
he be my tuition teacher eh.... keke....
just only for mii la =) blekk....
hmm......
i'll do all my best for my spm...
i'll prove that i can be!!

today do the something also...................
..........REVISION........
betul betul siennya......
but have no choice..
must do also.... who call me have no the clever brain... #_#


hmm....k la....so tired oh....
good night~
n good night my dear dardar ~love you~ muax <3

haiz....


haiz....today was very boring....nothing to do...
just only keep doing revision...math....
hope can improve my math lu...
na....i show the picture here...
show my stupid face...><

aiyoyoyo.....!! spm are around the corner...

im trying to do my best...

"the harder you work...the more progress you'll make"

CHERRY!! don give up!!

**keep it up**