Friday, December 31, 2010

the last of 2010 the first of 2011

首先先来个祝福吧 :)
happy new year!!
时间过得很快
真的很快
仿佛就像一盏眼时间就飞过了
再见 2010
欢迎 2011
 ♥

因为 christmas eve 大家都玩够了
至于 new year eve 大家就来些平静的吧
呵呵

怎么说呢
我邀请了他
只是我们大家的猜测都错了
可是也好吧
至少让我面对现实
只能说
原来你还在我心里
哈哈
很好笑 =="

可是
我的心真的 handle 不到你了
快走开~!!

去面对
主动去和他们说话
“eh hi hi! happy new year"

这个开场白其实不容易说
姐妹说我很厉害可以面对着他们
还可以和他们说话

能怎样?
我必须面对啊

虽然眼泪不听话
可是
哭吧!
我相信哭了就会好....

幸福开心就好 ♥

carmen...
对不起
因为我的哭泣让你也失控了
傻瓜
别想太多了

milky..
beth...
你们也别想太多了
过去让他过去 :)

新的一年让我们一起展望新的开始!!!

fruity ♥ STB

Friday, December 17, 2010

sorry....

hhmmm....
what can i say now?
friends and ji mui...
dont worry bout me
shin is ok :)
shin always be strong!

bout YOU**
sorry...
seriously is my problem
im always neglect you
sorry
im not purposely

recently i keep busy rushing assignment
and always no time to accompany you
beside tis
i know im always lack of concern to you
SORRY

i feel that is not fair to you
so
maybe be friend is better thn couple
it will be more fair

SORRY

gone

guess what...
im single now
lol
am i happy?
not really

seriously im confusing

wat is LOVE for me NOW?

how is it IMPORTANT to me?

i donno
maybe im not suit to having a relationshio now?
i guess so

well...
i thought i wont cry
bt failed
i cried
 funny?

yes i cried...
i do feel sad
but
sorry... im sorry to do that
as you said "dont waste our time"

sorry
i wish you happiness
take care yourself

exhausted

well... within this few week...
i really cant handle anything else more
im STRESS
im EXHAUSTED
i really cant stand for it any
assignemnt...
you make me scary
my group member... you guys make me mad!!

seriously
im super stress
first time i feel stress
i have been cried for few time because of this assignment
wth ><
pls...
faster end tis year

i need a BREAK

Friday, December 3, 2010

cramp

lets skip the [ love section ]
come to my real life

well...
today i become darker n darker d!!
omg
cos of swimming
today really super hot
im headache while i swimming
and
unfortunately
i cramp when i swim~~~~
pain!!!!
:'(
almost drown =="
luckly jaymie and a guy help me
thx alot :)

first time...
really first time cramp when swim
and its really super pain
even untill now is still pain :(


Thursday, December 2, 2010

thx and sorry my fruity

THANKS to give me the chance to know my dearest jimui-fruity
 ♥
yesterday i went puchong from setapak by lrt...
2nd time
haha
because of my jimui ♥

i need you guys
and you guys need me too
thx for always accompany me

*fruity is my best companion*
i like the feel when we sam bat chit chat together
what also chat
lame there
bullshit there
laugh there
and also
cry there...

suddenly i become the "kai xin guo" in our gang
milky ask "since when you become our gang's kai xin guo de? keep making us laugh non-stop"
 haha..
the reason is...i don hope to see my jimui sad and unhappy
i wish to see you all be happy and LAUGH :)

beth...is time to be back yourself...
i dont hope to see you cry again!!

but

i cried
sorry
i cant control myself
what i heared you all say bout tht
i really hurt
what joshua say wat you all say
i know is my fault
-brainless-
but i will not do the same mistake again
 and i know i make you all very worry and heartpain
sorry beth
sorry san
sorry teng
sorry yeng
sorry carmen

 SORRY!

cheer...

san...thk properly wat you want :)

teng!!! you tis stupid!!! don thk toooooo much d ah
is already i prefect man with you now
pls dont request for more d

carmen... lost freedom...
try to manage properly bout the relation :)

 
Friendship isn't a big thing… it's a million little things.
l
A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.
l